I have hit a cross road in my life. Things are changing for me everyday and I’m
not so sure if it’s all for the better yet.
I know that I just need to keep moving forward.
I know what I want to do in life, but
part of me has always been afraid to go there, to try to do what my heart longs
for most. I have started to take a step
into that direction though, and it’s a scary thing for me. I started a music project with a friend of
mine and I’m really excited to get that off the ground. I’ve been working on lyrics and hooks and all
that good stuff so hopefully we’ll get something going soon. I’ve also been asked to collaborate on
another music project so we’ll see how that goes as well. Every night when I close my eyes I see myself
up on that stage, maybe one day that dream will come true, because I’m making
the effort now.
I’ve been working on my art too, getting
my portfolio together for something exciting; it’s almost to where I want it to
be. I think I’m going to spend the next
two days just drawing and building it up a bit more. I still have a few pages to fill.
Then there are other things I just don’t
feel like getting into just yet, but I’m sure it will come out eventually.
Today’s mother’s day. We’re going out to the diner to eat
later. Nothing fancy or anything, I hope
that we can get along for at least today.
I got her the tea infuser mug that she wanted to hopefully that keeps
her in a good mood and my brother doesn’t do anything to piss her off either.
Wish me luck. I think I need a drink…
