Seventeen.

Drawing, art, creation; that is what makes me happy.  It's also one of the only things I can do currently without being in excruciating pain, so I guess that's one good thing that's going for me right now.  My back/spine is in a 'C'.  It's pretty messed up.  I have to get an MRI on my back now, which makes me super nervous.  Meh.

Anyway new video, of this drawing being put together.   Check it out.  Like it, favorite it, subscribe to my channel.  You know all that good stuff.

Sixteen.

I love to draw.  I really do.  It makes me happy.  It also makes me happy that my injuries currently do not affect my drawing too much.  I really would be even more out of my mind if I couldn't draw.  Anyway, did you know that I draw?  Oh no?  Well I do.  You should check out my deviantART.

You should also check out this video; it's a composite of the drawing above.  While you're there watching you should go on ahead and subscribe too!  You know you want to. ;]

Fifteen.

Oh weekends.  Really, I don't feel like I have weekends.  Sure the week ends, and Friday night comes around and what do I do?  Well normally I just sit at home and watch Dexter while stuffing my face with all sorts of junk food.  Since I can't walk or stand or do anything for more than ten minuets at a time and that's on a good day.  

What about this Friday? Well I ended up with my brother and his friend and I catch this gem on video.  Now what kind of sister would I be if I didn't put this on the internet?  Psshh, not a good one that's for sure.  Haha. [To be fair I did warn them that this was going to happen so meh.]

Oh I really need to get out, well if only I could walk around; then I could get out.  I guess I'm stuck in this chair until then.

Fourteen.

If you know me, chances are that you know how big of a Sims addict I am.  Seriously I have a problem, like I need a support group problem, it's horrible.  Since I've been injured and can't really move around I've recently rediscovered my love for a game that I have spent more time playing than doing anything else during this life time.

I started playing this game when the first generation came out and continued playing through all of the second and now currently the third.  I spend most of my time finding custom content and mods for my game because as much fun as the game is it's just so much better when you cheat.  Haha. ;]

My favorite thing to do with my Sims?  Well kill them of course.  Isn't that everybody's?

Recently I stated murdering them again when I downloaded a mod that let's me murder them, and let's them shoot themselves in the head, which is pretty sweet if you ask me.  I've also been spending a lot of time watching user made video content on YouTube.   Some are just so beautifully done they put me in awe, and well others, well you know.  So I have decided to share with you my horrible attempt at a video.  Let me introduce you to what I call Sims' Theater.

Thirteen.

            I remember exactly what the sky looked like when I arrived at Butler hospital.  I remember exactly how the air smelt, and I remember exactly how I felt.  I remember the nauseous feeling and the churning in my stomach.  I remember how I felt that I shouldn't be here, that something was off about this place.  I, however, had no choice in whether I was going to stay or go.

            I remember exactly how the restraints felt against my skin.  I remember the burning sensation it caused when I fought so desperately to break free of them.  I remember how terrified I was of the two men who gripped my arms too tight as they dragged me through the large building's front doors and up to the nurses' desk.

"We have a live one for you," the one on the right spoke out with a smirk upon his perfectly chiseled face as he playfully leaned up against the desk to flirt with the pretty nurse who sat behind it.

"A live one, eh?"  She replied with a pretty smile.  She seemed unfazed by the man's shameless flirting.  Her eyes shifted their focus from the godlike man in front of her to me, the scrawny little girl from the island that no one has ever heard of.  "How old are you, sweetie?"  She asked, her smile seemingly stretching even further across her face.

            I however did not hear her question.  My focus had been on something, on the mirror on the wall behind the pretty girl.  Within I stared back at my own reflection, studying every feature, and watching every movement of every muscle in my face.  I then diverted my gaze to study the men that had brought me here, to this hospital; to this asylum.  The faces that looked back at me in the mirror were not of those to my left and my right.  Though I knew very well that the man on my right was devoting all of his attention to the pretty girl in front of me his reflection was devoting all of its attention to me.  What I saw in that mirror chilled me to the bone.  It was the eyes, for there were none.  Only darkened eye sockets where the eyes should have been were staring back at me from the mirror.  I kept trying to assure myself that I was seeing things.  That it was the stress of loosing my parents making me see things that weren't there.  I kept wishing that it was just the stress.  It was only when my eyes met a pair of cold, dark, familiar black eyes that I tore my gaze from the mirror and back to the pretty woman behind the desk.

Twelve.

Eleven.